And the hunt begins!

Well I have been checking the career center site at school religiously now for a month or two. Researched a ton of companies and compiled a list of them, deadlines, programs, locations, etc, etc. And I have finally applied for my first full-time position.. with many more applications and resume drops to go! The feeling when I hit submit was very strange. I was excited but SO nervous, my stomach felt so strange, and I felt like maybe I was gonna have a panic attack. Yes, I do overact often and about everything. I know I am a Senior and I know I have to find a job for after I graduate but the process of actually applying is still so intense. I feel so helpless again, its like the feeling when I applied to college and waited and waited for a response. In the next few months I feel like there will be a lot of that... Did I get an initial interview, did I get a follow up interview, did I get the job?? I know I have worked hard through college and I continue to work hard but is that going to be enough? Is my hard work and late nights going to pay off? Those are questions I honestly can't answer but hope to soon! So the hunt begins and will end only when I find work. Wish me luck!!